Tuesday, 7 February 2012

STUFFS ,,

AAARRRGGGHHH !!!
I've never been very good at expressing myself verbally,, (*or in any other way for that matter).. even when something is amiss,, most of the times i'd rather shut up, put on a plastic smile and just nod to anything.. In simpler words,, act like nothing is wrong.. Acting seems to be easier than answering all those "are you okay?" questions,, well at least for a socially awkward waste of space like me it is,, people get tired of asking..

i know that nobody really read this shitty blog,, but,, have you ever gotten yourself in a situation where you're in tune to the facts of the things happening around you,, but alas oblivious as to the actions that you should take ? (*rhetorical question).. well here it is,, it FREAKING SUCKS !! knowing bad things are gonna happen but not knowing what you can and should do sucks.. it just makes you feel more useless than you already are.. with all the current situation going about now,, know what i feel like ? i feel like cursing,, a whole lot ! (*i best not say them here).. dang it i'd curse till my ears bleed.. ==''

there are lots of things i regret,, the way i act,, the things i say,, the shit i do,, but most of all the way i am,, hopeless.. in a few days (*as far as i know it).. there will be a series of events taking place,, and the outcome might not be in anyway entertaining,, heck i'd say i hate where this is going,, THIS IS SHIT AND SHIT JUST GOT SERIOUS.. but heck what can i do,, i wanna do something about it but i just can't.. the fact that they're losing it makes me sad,, but the fact that i can't seem to do anything,, makes me mad,, mad at myself for being so useless,, hopeless pointless.. if things do turn out as i fearfully expect it to be (*not that i want it).. i'd blame myself for not doing anything..

5 comments:

  1. huh!!....okehh~~~....i've read this and...huhuhu...seems like you having a big mood problem right??....hahaha...just share it with your twins or your friend...i'm also yaour friends..=D (yang benar-azwa-)
    p/s dont forget to see mine...and leave your comment too...=D pleasure been here..

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    1. yeahh,, feels kinda off lately.. tnx btw.. :)

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  2. heyyyy, chilla~ LOL hahahaha =]

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    1. eeeeeee,,, xmalu tiru tagline org.. hahahahah... XD

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  3. pinjam... grrrr =P (idk y tp comment atas x kuar pic.. lantak r~)

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