Tuesday, 27 March 2012


At the very first time that I set foot in UiTM Jengka for the MDS I had it in my mind that I'd DIE because it was really just GOD DAMN HARD ! Sorry to say but I hated those stupid harsh parts of MDS, but who doesn't kan ? But then we were told that we would be moving to Kuantan campus, right there and then it was as if I was struck by angel's lights with the background sound of hhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. *angellic voice humming :P. That only seem like yesterday but as a matter of fact asasi has ended for us. Time flies when you're having fun kan ? 

UiTM Kuantan is where i get the chance to mingle around with my own kind, the cuties, hotstuffs, all-rounders, attention seekers, geniuses, idiots, retards, weirdos, psychos and perverts. I was like a pure white sheet, but then i met you guys, and magically turn out this way, haiz. Hahahahahh. Hey, don't get mad at me for saying that you guys in Kuantan are all that, because being all that isn't that bad ! It's FUN ! Knowing you guys has been FUN ! hahahhahahh.. This idiot had an exceptionally great time knowing all you cuties, hotstuffs, all-rounders, attention seekers, geniuses, idiots, retards, weirdos, psychos and perverts, you guys totally redefined me. Hahahahahh.

I'm really not saying this in an insulting kinda way, but you guys are the essence of fun in those things. I feel like I've known you guys since for ever, *probably because i always eavesdrop on your conversation, but hey sharing is caring right ? hahahh.. :D.. All I wanna say is that this little idiot is grateful to have met and known you guys. I know i haven't been a very good friend to all you guys, I was never good at making friends really, and for that this little idiot says sorry. I don't know if you guys feel the same but, I know i'm gonna miss all of you. :'D *manly tears.

to the boys of ColesLaw thank you for everything
"sehati, sejiwa. kita sepakat . . . tido"
two guys who helped me a whole lot, Bada & Salihin
even though he thinks differently, this is my good friend since MDS, Qutaibah
Najwa's birthday friendship band
awesome ColesLaw girls
Malaccans, Scha & Jojo
goofy Syikin & Sarah
Captain Awesome, Mama Mermaid & Pkaaaaaakk
Debat-ers, Raza, Amirah & Husna
Debat-ers, Salihin, Fakrul, Fiqree & Suria
East Coast Debating Cup tangga gang XP
Innocent Farah Aini & Aifa Pkaaaakk
Awesome debate team, Iadid, Iman & Nash :)
My Best Friend, Milah Farah Shibuya ^^
Annual Dinner, though it was "White Lavender" all I see is black XP 
Beautiful Sarah Khalil *I took this picture btw :P
Shah Alam, Fiqree, Anis, Farah, & Najwa
The Munchkins, Anis & Farah
Debate Club Bubble Party, Aifa, Salihin & farah Aini
Cutest girl in Kuantan, Aifa Pkaaaaaaakk ^^
Campus Day Out, Qutaibah on a rock

Dinner Kelab Debat & Orator, Salihin, Fiqree, & Raza
Melodramatic, Nash, Fiqree, Farah, Najwa, & Iman
Innocent Emcees, Nash & Farah Aini XD
some of us will shine brighter than others, still doesn't mean we can't be friends
TC Overnight
TC Sunrise
They all seemed CUTE !
J (my awesome mentor of pervetness XD) & Allia Fuad 
Jojo & Raza
Beloved ColesLaw members :'D

Though at first i thought that I've made the wrong choice by coming here, but these guys changed my mind. They're the best combinations of people I've ever met. Innocent and childish head girls, perky, witty, and smart cheerleaders, suave all-rounders, ambitious dreamers, energetic sports persons, emotional tough guys, and many interesting others. They thought me a whole lot about being who ever I wanna be. 

Here in UiTM Kuantan we're all unique, a mixture of all the best things in life, we didn't simply inherit the legacy of our seniors, we created our own legends. We're pioneers by our own rights. I hope the bonds we shared here will last even until we die *Whoaaaaaa sooooo dramaticcc !! hahahahah.. XD

Sorry for the long post, life in Kuantan just cannot be expressed by a few lines of words. 

p/s:  SATU SUARA !

Saturday, 17 March 2012


Questions,, Enigmas,, Mysteries,, the world seems to have shitloads of those peculiar things.. We know squat about how and why the world works really,, the world is weird,, and the people living in it is even worse.. haiz.. What with where babies come from,, why the chicken cross the road,, who farted in the elevator,, bla,, bla,, bla,, LOL.. See there really is no end to these ways of the odd.. (> <'').. But perhaps the biggest mystery of the earth is one derived from the opposite sex.. That particular mystery is "Women",, or the female kind.. Why ?? Well for starters they talk in languages that are out of this world.. Most of their brains work in opposites as they seem to always tend to say the opposite of what they intend to mean.. There's that part of the month when they get free pass for everything.. And some of them could even hypnotize or brainwash gullible men.. Ask any guy around,, they'll know what i mean.. LOL.. XP..

God's creation are all exceptionally beautifull,, Eve being the finest,, naturally as guys,, we are attracted to the female kind unless you're gay. Their very presence changes the whole behavior of men in public.. hahahahh.. It's also human nature for a boy and a girl to feel and be attracted to each other.. But apparently i've no luck in the love department,, yet.. But when i do get a girl whose madly in love with me for me,, and her very existence is like a drug,, my own personal brand of heroin that keeps me coming back for more i vow to treat her right.. In an episode of life where i do meet my other half i've prepared somewhat of a list of 23 things i ought to do for her or with her.. these are just some of them.. 

  • Get her a star :).. i don't know how i intend to exactly do that,, or what kind of star to exactly get her.. But when its the right girl and the right time the heart will know.. kaaann ?? :P.. Why a star ?? not a comet,, cloud or frog or whatever ?? Well,, like a star,, the right girl for me will shine so bright,, be there day and night for me she better will hahahahh,, and even in distance i will always love her like the attraction i have on the stars above.. 

  • Make a scrapbook of our friendship :)..
  • i'd take tonnes of pictures of her and us together and compile them neatly,, beautifully,, fragrantly,, colourfully into an awesome scrapbook.. in that i'd also include pictures of her that i "curi-curi tangkap" when she wasn't looking not in a fetish voyourism kinda way ok ?!.. Why ?? So that IF we ever fight and see that a break up is inevitable,, we'd look back through the scrapbook and think of what we'd throw away in a break up.. huhhh.. :P

  • Walk in the rain :).. we'd have occasional walks in the rain,, and while we're walking we could share all the things that made her down or sad,, so that when her stories gets too sad and wants to make me cry,, i could cry without her or anyone else noticing.. hehhh.. XP

  • Be her superman :).. i may not be able to fly like a bird,, or a plane.. Or be tough as nails,, Or have laser eyes that melts metal bars,, never in a million years will i wear a red underwear as an outer wear.. But,, i'll be sure to do my very best to protect the girl i love from any harm,, that also inlcludes agreeing when she says she's right even when she's exceptionally wrong.. hehhh.. i'm no superman,, but i hope you like me as i am.. hehh.. :)

  • Be her best friend :).. i wanna be the one she tells random things to,, there through her ups and downs,, sees her first tear,, catch the second tear,, and stop the third.. i just want her to be happy.. hehhh.. :P

  • Be Prince Charming to her parents :).. i'll act in terms of hows any parents would want their daughter to be treated,, that is with love,, honour,, and respect.. Then i'd get invited to all her family's ocassion,, which means more time with her !! :).. Therefore when we do think about marriage full blessings would be given,, and also a bit of sponsors for the wedding.. hahahhh.. XP
  • Remember :).. i'll remind myself how much she really means to me,, and remind myself repeatedly of how lucky i am to get such a girl in a way that i'll always remind myself to treat her right,, protect her,, and never break her heart.. :)

These are just some of the things out of the list of 23,, the list isn't really completed yet,, i'll keep on working on adding stuffs to make it better.. :)..

p/s: its been 2 days since i properly eat,, sleep and study,, this fever is really killing me... haiz.. i hope i get well soon,, the final exams isn't a matter to be laughed about,, i need to study !! huhh,, (= ='')

Thursday, 15 March 2012



Today is March 16th 2012,, the day our asasi law FINALS officially starts !! YES FINAL EXAMS FREAKING START TODAY !! a couple of hours more to go.. but,, YES i'm still wasting my precious not studying time typing senseless on the keybord into this only-god-knows-who-reads blog.. hew hew.. (= ='').. i haven't really been studying much what with eating,, sleeping,, playing,, go jalan-jalan-ing,, i'm such a busy boy ! where got time for study ?! god if my mom hear me say that i'd be DEAD.. Actually,, i've busting my ass studying econs for days with the gang until my money ran out i think that counts for something !! haiz..

My only point is,, i wanna wish all law-rians especially all me study buddies that has been draining all the juices of their brain (brain juice?) trying to fill some of those magical things called KNOWLEDGE into this little boy's empty brain,, pity them this little boy is too damn LAZY to pay attention !!.. haiz,, Nash2,, no wonder you're exceptionally dumb.. (o.O).. LOL.. Nonetheless,, to my teachers Captain Awesome,, Aifa Pkaaaakk,, Farahkiwimiwi,, Fiqree,, Salihin,, Qutaibah,, and others i too lazy to type forgot to mention,, GOOD LUCK TO US ALL !! 

The first paper would be ECONOMICS and i'm SURELY GONNA DIE !! 
If i don't come back after this paper finish,, please remember me as i am and please bury my dear lappy with me,, sobs sobs,, LOL !!


Sunday, 11 March 2012


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" all alone like it or not,, all alone is something you'll be quite a lot "
-Dr. Seuss

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its been quite a while that i've spent days alone in A302,,
it's really not fun but from dusks till dawns i've made it through,,
sometimes the darkness do make me tremble in fear,,
but in the darkness i've remembered what i've treasured so dear,,
the moon companies me through these lonely nights,,
telling me i fear no monsters and should give them a heck of a fight,,

sometimes sadness creeps in through crevices in the door,,
shouts and laughter from the others made me sad some more,,
then the pens and papers starts to speak my name,,
telling me my emotion is playing another silly game,,
with the pen my hand danced freely in a never ending link,,
when they're done i've imaginary friends sketched in ink,,

when i look through the window i see birds a flight,,
i wonder if they ever feel any fear or fright,,
i know for certain they're one of a kind,,
cause they'll always have support flying behind,,
i remembered a memory aged 3 years now,,
but the pact between good friends is impossible somehow,,

all the current friends i made i've managed to disregard,,
faulty stupidity that has always been die hard,,
to the people i ignored or hurt in any way,,
i'm truly sorry that's the least i could say,,
for this mental retard thinks for no one but himself,,
now all he has left is the ghost in the bookshelf,,

being alone is really tiring and sucks so bad,,
i've almost forgotten the last fun i had,,
as the fan gets tired of the wind he blows,,
the door opened saying out out you go,,
as i trip down the stairs without any direction,,
i remembered i'm but a boy with many malfunctions..