Friday, 6 January 2017

I'LL ALWAYS HAVE A THING FOR YOU.

I was always there,
But you never seemed to care.
Though you didn't say you chose him over me,
Its obvious from all the things I see.
You're present,
But your mind was beyond distant.
You said we're okay,
But you pushed me further day after day.
I like you I really do,
But I like me too.
It hurts ditching you,
but it hurts even more being around you.
And though its hell to savor,
I'll do you one last favor.
I'll abandon everything that we've built,
So you go on, live without guilt.
I won't lie, It hurts like hell that you chose him over me.
Yes, whatever you call it, you still replaced me.
You do everything we used to do together with him.
You make time for him.
You leave me alone,
knowing full well I hate being alone.
Don't tell me not to feel all this,
coz I can feel nothing but this.
I can't be fine with it,
I wont ever be okay with it.
But I know I have to let go,
and I will do so.

Sunday, 1 January 2017

FAILED.

So much for my new year's resolution. Not even 24 hours into the new year and I'm already reverting back to my old self again. Old habits sure die hard.